1938/1939 winter - The MSS he my Grandfather FCF Ransom was just finishing with his cheerful editing in the tiny front room `JERUSALEM` HE USED AS HIS STUDY WHERE YOU ENTERED UPON TIME …

I can see his lovely calm face so like my own when am 4-5 years … Grandpa whom everybody else calls Frederick Charles including his two sons in England … he turning to Lennie & me…& so grateful we exist -

AFTER THEY HAVE POISONED J E A N THE FIREBIRD … end Summer 1938 … he tells us that the editing has only a few days more … & he has decided to call the work

`THE SEA …`

1938/1939 winter - Len & I Greetah … will suggest later we all go to the shop in Soho where he & tiny Mill his skater girl mother Frobisher took him by carriage to buy ice cream … 1880s-1890s … We know it is important to keep the FAMILY line ONGOING … WE ARE HUMANISTS … & IT IS IMPORTANT TO STRIDE ABOUT TIME …

& FUTURE TIME as `little Snow Soft Snow Fox Paws-Maria ` instructs her only son before she dies near Gotharb when he is 7 years old … she who is Grandpa POUL GRONLANDER`s tiny mother the first Astrophysicist of GREENLAND … she made all of us … GRANDPA`s BOOK is to be a MONUMENT TO ALL TIME …

Lennie & I have discussed this matter sitting with

JEAN … age 53 still dancing … beside her grave … she is wearing her purple lavender gown with the scarlet flowers in her hair she often wore to dance for the ballet … her ballet shoes of deep midnight blue …

She is JAMES WEDDELL THE OCEAN his grand-daughter … Basque AQUIDA & INCA - Aquida call us their long lost Tribe … “… we know them all- back to 1106 AD on the Weddell line says FJR & Uncle Gimlet Eyes Mainwarring RN … ` this branch INCA San Julian, we have known them thousands of years -when they came to the big PARTY …`

` … the Invitation stone blocks sent off the globe said “ grande OPENING - OUR LITTLE BIT OF BUILDING Thee STONE HENGE - UNIVERSAL PARTY - just come … bring all your grandparents too … we can put you up at our mound Old SARUM where we get busy when we can …

with our work on STARS & stuff … `

`…. but must get the stores in … for FOUL WINTER DOTH COME as we all know … KITCHEN NEWS : pumpkins keep & you can make a winter salad chop them raw with wild garlic & some roots … any leaves left about … stir in some meat juices perhaps ? … & crumble from your bunches of herbs up on the ceiling hanging over the picture frames … have ready some dainty cereal loaves … or cheese if any … even a spoon of honey … mix & taste … dash of VERJUICE perhaps … Certainly a horn of barley beer … sleep tight … love from Wiltshire from we ancestors of Boudicea … See you, we hope, at the OPENING … climate & SEAS permitting … `

1930s as I GR grow my first 6 years - FJR my father & uncle Gimlet Eyes Mainwarring RN have all the Family histories … Japanese too & the previous Chinese Ransom Brides … they liked GOLD for the wedding gift … but we 20^th century Ransom & Mainwarring girls are NOT TO EXPECT IT …

1937 - THE BOOK THE SEA has been commissioned from Frederick Charles Frobisher RANSOM … by MacMillan & was ready really for the Printer winter 1938 … another writer RN is said to have been handed it by MacMillan after Grandpa`s murder age 56 years - MACMILLAN banned from printing it under holy name of FREDERICK CHARLES FROBISHER RANSOM… FCFR MARTYR 1884-1939

1970s/1980s - We of the MUSEUMS & Institutions of the

CIVILIZED WORLD hear in circles of SCIENCE decades hence …

`that the influence of FCFR can be seen … & the later writer has said something about having seen a MSS perhaps … `

1976 we have Andre Malraux dying far too early - from obscene barely educated … for 20^th century simple frontiers of knowledge … Imperial BIG BOOTS strutting the GLOBE - towing empty WAGONS …

1939 spring - Lennie & I talk with a young teenager John MacMillan & his mother says HE IS COMING ON BOARD WITH US … dear THOMAS & “ Margarethe just DENIED 10 more years of life ”

… her son will join Len & Greetha THE JOYOUS VENTURE…

but she & others warn BAD TIMES AHEAD … WAR comes …

… thus the GROTE CHILDREN could be slain …

1939/1940 winter - JIM Jong now Major Carew etc Angela

& a LINDSAY reported in the house JERUSALEM of the murdered FCFR October 1939 … ripping out our possessions - then in 24 hours the joists of the upper floor were cut crashing the house down … because 2 ex-Lord Mayors of London were getting a Magistrate Document to stop ENTRY by these old Roaring 20s ON THE PIN … living by fraud-theft-as from teenage kids when they stuffed the dangerous narcotic up their snouts in the stables-Purple Pickle/Snow - Divinorum Salvia Scotland/

& TURNED THE 10 commandments UPSIDE DOWN …

MARTYRS - Ransom family - MILL & JOHN … married 1883 at Saint Magnus the Martyr river Thames ... Frederick Charles their only son … grasped life with help from the distant branch to Frobisher … she who is killed with POISON by LINDSAY gang 31^st December 1953 Nethrington Hall … & his wife 1909 Jean Weddell …

Jean 1938 still dancing 53 years old/Grandpa Ransom 56 years old still writing & active in humanism / parents of FJR/ Ivy Jean/John Ray R/Lennie I. R/ & 2 dead infants Thomas Poul / & last child Bettina Augusta Ransom … Children of the marriage of 1909 when the North Pole Arctic seas married the sub-arctic WEDDELL SEA … `

All of you …the victims remembered in my own dear soul- & George-ANDRE came to know you all -

… we gave him JOSETTE Martyr… G. B. noble greed got money by slaying the GROTE HOMES CHILDREN & with sly arrogant IMPERIAL tricks & TRICKSTERS taking every coin about the globe from our Estate they with blood dripping paws used the Realm its Services & Institutions in secret silence - TO GET MORE …` Hunt BIG GAME `

LIR diary - “ the Nord-Sud Poles Tour 1935-1936 …

… our WEDDELL branch … our Cousins in the Argentine

& down there South America … & some about the globe …

1936 - “ LAVENDER FLOWERS PETALS like pearls & raindrops ALL OVER THE WINDOWS … you awoke downstairs in the Weddell HEIMAT of ARGENTINA … the courtyard of the settlement where they all are …

… ` & you saw lavender pearls all over the big windows of the room you slept in ` … the house had windows covered in the lavender petals of the flower they had now grown in a circle around the home to experience this once a year … the breezes the rain swept the petals all over the windows … they did not get stressed for rains winds would come & wash it all off … it was an experience of beauty … they drew our attention to many such matters of beauty of landscape …

The girl I am going to marry now age 13 years ( a 4^th cousin ) put you in a warm dressing gown & I took your hand & we walked inside then outside the house … admiring the drifts of lavender coloured flower petals over the windows held by raindrops … like lavender coloured pearls you said …

Then to the first breakfast a bowl of cereal with good milk before the cream is removed … all the children here … sometimes they go to school when Ways not miry or the Teachers come to them … everyone has the telephone …

We are come to a WEDDELL heimat - After Prayers & showers there will be a main breakfast after the 11^th hour after first work is done … to set everybody up until Even Time … there are bathrooms with warm water or you an go under the showers in the Courtyard … chose the weathers … I began a watercolour of the windows when we returned to `Jerusalem` … from notes I made in my diary 1936 … ”

`… I AM LEN whom you are not allowed to recall …

… THIS IS WHAT ANDRE FOUND IN EAST ANGLIA … a sense of order … of civilized living … & this was what he valued now he was becoming a man of 35 nearly 36 years of age …` & Jo listened to what he said so she made a BROTH SUMMER 1937..

as they do AT HOME in FRANCE … in her parents home … `

LIR diary “ 1936 … dear Billy Goat Weddell coming down a snowy lane … the milk cans full …. He a child of the family … the girl cousin very distant I am going to marry she has now reached 13 years of age & she takes care of us all directing the household & she will train to be a Nurse … she raised him Billy Weddell from a few hours old when his mother died & he cheers children in the hospitals …

… THEY who STEAL OUR ESTATE will kill our son age nearly 12 in North Africa (1952/3)… & they will go on killing us … until there are none of our WEDDELL LINE left … THEY HAVE ALL GONE MAD UP THERE … Figures in a Morgue … on the pin-

G.R. family records / 1936 January - Argentina - The WEDDELL heimat - the girl Lennie will marry 1939 allowed an early marriage for both have had their mother`s die … I see her administering to all of us & directing the household & the Billy Goat Weddell who appears amongst the children for lessons too & with such delicate manners he hath … she whose name is now locked behind GRANITE CAVERNS OF HATE filled with Figures from a Morgue … GROSS BRITAIN … is delicate of face & expression , light brown hair, her body lithe & she will grow perhaps taller than Lennie …

MARTYR …. their son born 1940 ( Raymond ? from the Weddell branch ??? ) was as tall as his father at 11 years so Len says to Andre Malraux, Beryl & others including POLITAN … 1972 renaissance evening … “ he was going to be tall … taller than us perhaps very tall … the family are all heights all of the time … nobody reaches up to POUL 6` 5 ” … ` little Peter Rathbone Ransom Gordon Palmer Whitehead goes to 6` 3 ”

… ( 21.8. 1970 - 19.5. 1998 - Pete FULL OF GRACE )

Martyrs - Miss nameless WEDDELL SEA a future Mrs L.I. Ransom is of the Basque Aquida- PERU Inca SAN JULIAN branch like us … SHE ALSO IS the great-great grand-daughter of our JAMES THE SEA The Weddell Sea - Lennie a great-grandson because his mother JEAN her father James Weddell II elder son did not marry MINVERVA-Olivea until he was 59 years of age… Cousin Clarke Gable who is on the last 2 days of his fortnight visit with a Hollywood friend to his KIN is very like SAN JULIAN Yahama F. San Miguel in appearance & figure they tell me /

1943 … Hhhmn - I think I am getting the San Julian JAW because the photos of me at 10 years show the Tierra-del Fuego INCA JAW … a Maiden would rather not have it … although George-ANDRE does not seem to object when WE GO`TH TWICE TO CHURCH BLEST BY `young Paccelli` gone HIGH in ROME ….

LIR diary 1936 - They had a little village nearby where “ the few shops had everything needed for the meantime ”

… once a month everybody except the very old people who did not wish to come any more WENT TO MARKET … starting at dawn with a lorry perhaps two, a hay cart for bigger stuff …

a car … they would take things to sell from the land the farm & buy & barter for things to bring back … It was all so very happy & we went … you had two sleeps in the hay as the other younger children did …

We did not take Billy goat Weddell but when he is needed for the Hospital they make a separate visit … he makes so many children & old people quite well again … he has such kind eyes … ”

Tapes/1961-1970s/ L. I. R. diary - “ 1936 …

TRY TO SEE AGAIN LAVENDER PEARLS raindrops THE FLOWER PETALS ALL OVER THE WINDOWS …

… in that big room as you awoke … 1936 … ITS ALL PERFECTION & ALL BEAUTY UPON EARTH … the ships have not yet stood off … 1940s - 1950s … the boats lowered … the British MONSTERS on special duties come to slay them : … they may have used some air power earlier to put evil in the hills … ”

LIR - “ 1958 … I WENT BACK WITH A NUMBER OF PEOPLE … we have got it made an area sacred not to be destroyed … but we felt we should not linger after dark… WHEN DARK CAME … their cries their screams … their shouts … might be heard … many good people who protected the ( Weddell ) heimat said it

was NOT WISE TO LINGER & HEAR THEM IN THE NIGHT … you can still find pieces of the burned buildings the animals - their possessions… & they … in the soil … I always scoop some up from the LIVES OF THE MARTYRS …

…in the dark you might hear them crying out that they the attackers were British … British slaying them & in God`s name why should it happen to them ? … BECAUSE THE BRITISH WANTED THIS NORTH POLE ESTATE ! … Their grandpa had mapped that (WEDDELL) SEA … he was a great SEAMAN- was it not enough that a Nation RICH AS BRITAIN should have monuments like that … not wish to push WEDDELL off to a corner of his SEA … & PUT ANOTHER NAME … obscene names they had become because of this ruthless killing - upon the WORLD MAP … An Atlas had already appeared 1949 WITHOUT THE WEDDELL SEA- ”

THE WEDDELL QUAKER families are human beings of QUALITY … what is attacking them is not … it is criminally insane & of vast obscenities …

G.R. 1989/1992 - There is a South American modern ballet - GHOSTS … Pam teacher has us watch it & then make some choreography … FE College Oxford HISTORY OF DANCE/

Study & PRACTICAL/…

Greta with other students dance the paintings in the Exhibition THE ENGINEERING OF THE HUMAN SOUL/Russian Realist painters/MOMA. I chose SUNNY DAY/Kiev/ … sculpting in the air all HOPE & a young life … my legs can swing up above my head easily at 59 years of age - I reach down to the basket of pegs to secure my DANCING LINE of LAUNDRY STRETCHING OVER THE GREAT RUSSIAN PLAINS … IT WAS A DANCE OF HOPE -

the red dress of the painting was a heavy cotton double circle skirt from an Indian shop & about my waist a girdle of wooden clothes pegs …

… Because from late 1980s matters of MALRAUX were being spoken by my side in OXFORD by some humanists … the EVIL of THE MONSTERS OF THE DEEP is somewhere in my TALL STRONG INCA GREENLAND limbs awakening at the closure of our piece … Selena an American woman dancing 5 Portraits of STALIN in an arc beyond me …

The music I had desired for our choreography was old Mossolov born 1900 … River Dnieper Power Station/even Iron Foundry or Steel Foundry/BALLET STEEL restored … No one had the old HMV 78 record River DNIEPER … that sold a TON 1930s/40s … & there were few gramophones 1992 Oxfordshire to play it so we could record it … we had to make do with Prokofiev …

Our sculptured DANCE was quicker than the music so Selena giving me a stare & mutter began to dance 5 Portraits Stalin again … & I began to KICK HIGH -swoop down & KICK OUT AT THEM the EVIL INVADERS of 50 Lancaster Gate Square … drive them from the great Russian Plains the FACE OF THE EARTH … SUDDENLY A COLLECTION OF MEMORY WAS WORKING …

… albeit fragments upon the SEAS advancing upon JO`s beach - Holland-on-sea … SUMMER 1937 …

1990/1991 - OXFORD - AS WE REHEARSE … some quiet mention of did I know a JEAN WEDDELL at the beginning of the 20^th century - a ballerina South America ? … She was magnificent & yet had one foot an inch & a half shorter than the other & it made no difference… Sadly I had no memory … At 58 I was surely dancing for JEAN my ballerina grandmother … Performance given judged well enough to be asked would I like to go on & study & do choreography… “ YOU HAVE 7-8 years left as A DRAMATIC DANCER … ”

Dr PJPW (BMNH fishes/history of Natural History/ died in Oxford May 1992/ I must away to FAIR FRANCE

… & begin work promised to GHOSTS … to MARTYRS … to HUMANISTS … who ACT THE GOSPELS OUT …T H U S

THIS DOCUMENT SUMMER 1937 for ANDRE & JOSETTE

… Dance file/choreography & performance :

Greta Ransom W./1990-1992/FE College teacher Pam Woods Oxford/began studying CLASSICS/she a student Richard Alston student of Merce Cunningham USA …

Performance March 1992 F.E. stage - Oxford/

“ HUMANISM & A WORLD OF A SUNNY DAY… ” /

if I had a memory then it is a DANCE FOR JEAN …

who was to dance upon her grandpa`s WEDDELL SEA …

they poisoned her late summer 1938 - she my grandmother-

1992 March - A video was made by the boys in the Theatre Studies Class but it immediately disappeared from the College of Further Education Library in the same week it was put there- PAM teacher was trying to get a copy of it to me …

Dirty JIM Mr Pong who was haunting OXFORD 1970 on died c 1981/2 … information on file - those still on the PIN -

1932 - GREEN TABLE Modern Dance PARIS - I recall my father FJR telling how his parents were invited to The Green Table/modern dance … first performance 3 July 1932 …Theatre des Champs-Elysees, Paris …

/extract p 76 - has common sense : “ … the work opens with bald-pated rubber-masked DIPLOMATS arguing across a foreshortened green baize table. These greedy manipulators are made twice as unctuous by the infectious tinkly piano tune to which they BICKER & bargain …IN A BLACKOUT THE DIPLOMATS ARE REPLACED BY A LOOMING FIGURE OF DEATH - death claims innocent victims … The ballet ends back where it began WITH THE DIPLOMATS … THEY CONTINUE THEIR TREACHEROUS NEGOITATIONS AS IF NOTHING HAD BEEN CHANGED

NOTHING SETTLED … ”

… The DANCE HANDBOOK introduction by Merce Cunningham/ LONGMAN /Allen Robertson & Donald Hutera 1988…

1937 Summer - sunny days at Clacton-on-Sea -

JO sayeth that first afternoon upon the beach Holland-on-Sea she was scared of SPAIN because Andre kept standing up & walking out when there was firing of guns …he went to have a better look , & he is so tall ! He strode out one occasion & they all shouted at him to fall down - get down - he did not but seemed in a dream. A man had to rush out & pull him down . She Jo, could not understand why he did these things - went into a dream …. (Clara dopes him !)

….Stella-stars who is Unity`s mother she age now 10 years … is translating from the French for Freddie Clacton Theatre … who cannot follow fast-fast-fast French , & I am only with a few German words …I am to know some things in thee British native tongue … so as to understand they are here to rest , see the countryside … & we should try have them not think of SPAIN so much. ` Hhmn I am looking at him …he the tall angel figure with the rather different green shooting stars eyes to everybody else … Andre - perhaps to be called in public Andrew-George arrived first at the railway station & yes she had to come on a train later… it was a matter making her sad that he would not be seen travelling with her .

It was spoken of as a matter of fear… a woman named Clara with a gun threatening to shoot them both might find out where they are … then she would shoot one or perhaps in a rage both of them `… Oh Freddie he does not seem to understand women very well … he is still a very young man … `

My reasoning (Greetah who would rather have been named HEBITHIAEIA a grandma Ransom of Palestine

11^th century AD …) was that HE NEEDS A MOTHER … ( but NOT like mine of course … although often she says she is NOT … thank goodness … but we do our best for her … everyone in the families & about the JOYOUS VENTURE … )

1937 Summer - still July - On the Holland-on-sea beach I began to make a sand banquet but the better sand banquet was made the following day. It is to give an appetite & suggestions for the following days meals . I was making an orange sou`fle but called it a s o u f e l & he Andre X or George laughed at me …

I said it was in Granny Gordon’s cookery book . I could read some things … I have my too big summer straw school Saint Clares` Convent hat on … as grown-ups were strict about young children not being bareheaded in hot sun in those days … not good for the brain … the hat it slips down over my eyebrows if I move quickly … I felt a dumpy dwarf in the way of the grown-ups out of BLOODY SPAIN as they refer to it …

1936 … dull memories arise of JEAN & INCA & AZTEC kin & kith arriving that night a year 5 months ago in the gloaming … they were dressed just like Cousin Clarke except they had slippers or bare feet & little caps of embroidery & tiny beads stitched upon - & asked they soft voiced ` WILL SHE DANCE their FIREBIRD … they are all coming … 2 - 3 days they will all be with us …THEY COME …

upon the shores … they now set up the TRIPOD for the cooking -

Margarethe RANSOM Mrs Tiggy Grote … girl of the SNOWS has set up a lot of investment infra-structure in Tierra del Fuego & PERU immediately after the MARRIAGE of 1909 her nephew Frederick Charles Frobisher RANSOM to James WEDDELL his grand-daughter she daughter of his eldest son & MINERVA song-writer known very well for the book in several Editions EVENSONGS …

1937 Summer - He to be called Andre or George … & very tall Miss JO Elliot are strained in their behaviour to one another - she near tears - & had to be warned by Stella & Freddie Theatre again … `what ever you do you are not to row with him - that’s what Clara does & he is still a young man ` … ( Hhhmn… & lost his grace … thinks little Miss North Pole …)