1937 SUMMER JO says she wants to return to Paris in time to  see Jack Teagarden (hear the jazz group) -by now I know that if Clara sees JO & Andre she is going to shoot both or just JO-  Clara has been seen waving a gun & threatening this.   I hear that IN FRANCE Clara could get away with it…In 1945 I will hear from Mr Professor Winnclemann that Clara was on cocaine/heroin when she was 12 years of age-/& more things-Hhmm…sounds very much ‘Berlin-1900s style of life’…

Early the next week I tell him Saint George Andre he should marry JO soon & I hope they will come & live in the Orford house & if he misses his little girl in France then I could come & live with them & go to another Convent perhaps- until they have some children…I would have to come back each week or two weeks to Clacton to see Daddy & Lennie when he comes down from Jerusalem…I was not sure if I would go-but the thought of living in peace was dwelling more & more within my soul- JO had been told the first day not to upset him  “not to row with him whatever she does & not to give him any unhappiness.   The trouble is he cannot stop talking when he is with other people-…” Harmony ruled & reigned in 4 days time- 5 weeks we hath had & now to Lincoln his mother’s SEA lines-& a monument Lincoln to the Malraux line-

1976 September - was to be ANDRE MALRAUX’s last visit…`I have put a book in Greetha’s head Peter- when she reaches maturity-I must leave it to you- I think in about 20 years you could begin-I do not think they can keep me going much longer…” Visit September evening 1976 to The Pillar House HARWELL…Victoria plays piano for him- Greta & George-Andre of The Wedding of Grace by accident given  3 minutes to speak-before we go to eternity & LIBRARIES UPON THE STARS…

1937 SUMMER We young people shall be driven all our lives by British Nobles & Crown  violence into satisfying their OBSCENE GREED … JO dead 1944- so the sordid obscene BRITISH HIGH CLASS SIN may go on killing the Grote children in their HOMES & grabbing this Estate of pure philanthropy (administered New York-Argentine-A to Z the globe legal teams of the free nations)- It is necessary for them they are not stopped slaying for GREED- SO THAT THEIR CLASS MAY WEAR BIG BOOTS ABOUT THE WORLD-all cunningly planned as War strategy from 1938 & done under cover of 2^nd World war…

Let us go back to happiness of we young people a unit-three four-sometimes 5 of us-a family -

ANDRE MALRAUX has spoken on that happiness that he & JO enjoyed-SUMMER 1937 throughout the decades ahead -& he visit’s the Clacton town & Holland-on-sea beach every 2 or 3 years for the rest of his life- by French helicopter or friends with little fast plane bring him safely from the evil about him…he vanishes-as he used to play Scarlet Pimpernel Britain & Gaul 1950s…

1960 diary- Dr Len I. Ransom THE HOLIDAY OF THE LAST FALL- Len was able to tell the boys from his diary October 1937  -THE THINGS THEY DID THAT SUMMER 1937-when they were all so young…`how they laughed-they had never known their mother & father as young people-or Greetha…now there had been planned a holiday August to Wales with Annie-& then another place…I, Len would share the driving-Greetha was to come & Arthur Malone POLITAN…That is  ‘the holiday of the Last Fall 1960’- then at 21 & 18 years of age they are in a non-accident Mai 1961-organised by Jimmie Cur James Mr Pong & Mengele Harrington & his evil Teams-usual strategy-they‘ve a pattern book for this-

1960/61 The World was waiting to demand

‘where are the Grote children -Mother England-

where are all the seashores, Reserves,settlements-

The parts of this greatest piece of philanthropy the world has ever known -why are banks emptied from 1939-why records destroyed-robberies, murders, Post/mail taken;

Lies-lies-lies- As reported to you 1940/41 “ the British Government has embarked upon FRAUD ”

1937 SUMMER “They want to get JO out of Paris Freddie- Clara will kill her ! (they talk on-I recall hearing & solemnly telling Len & Jean ballerina his mother my grandmother for we have to help all good people&- try convert evil ones-)….out East…he owes Clara money- her brother is in charge-he says he is owed it too-lots of interest…she is inclined to get too domineering & lead him on…it may not be as bad as they say she & Maurice…He sees she has all the money she asks for…Josette keeps herself she has always earned money from her writing…We will see if we can talk about it & help them…Clara has always upset him- living her has her own life sometimes…he is still very young-but clever…if he is left to do his work…” (THUS WE WILL SIT ROUND THE KITCHEN TABLE WITH THEM FOR A TALK…on their future) There is a phrase I hath heard in these years-but think it refers to the bed linen- `some women keep a dirty bed…`

1953 December Colchester Castle- Harold W. Poulter  “ Its come back with Wheeler-Paris Child- all the top Diplomatic force-Vatican Corp as well know it- He’s been kept like this-ANDRE-our young hero….

Out East a clever woman can always find a wily Chinese to teach her how to keep hold of a man losing interest-especially a younger man-  Now this is serious-Its been done to him since he went out EAST- He’s got to have help-you knew him as a Child-but we are not saying too much about that just now-BECAUSE OF YOUR AMNESIA- Oh young people often get it I’m told-  They have got hold of his two sons by this other woman who died…they should be over here at school with the sons of his intellectual equals- Ampleforth is spoken of-we hath had a word with a word with Master Greene…(scribbles in Castle dark winter days-a book called Brighton Book-Mr Poulter says Graham Greene travels with a suitcase of Seaside pink rock for every pretty girl-throw it in the bin Child..I’ll have him on the carpet in Hollytrees Study …! I am well chaperoned-one young suitor will come from Vinci- PJPW had a word with him 1970s-he had risen to the top of the Engineering Department Italy…but his mother had been helped by Margarethe Grote…we did not grasp this until 1960s- he lived !  His mother we think knew of the slaying of the Grote Children Italy-she raised her son herself & put him late 20s into College…We hear his mother had worshipped Margaretha Grote who gave her a position of dignity… IN 1954 I had no idea-he had a little English & French -Poulter spoke with him-`had a hard time he & his mother…but now got this chance…I gave him some advice…he’s about 29 years old…` HWP

Mr Poulter went on this freezing winter day-unheated Castle Museum…` HE Andre-young Emperor is CRÈME DE LA CRÈME Child- you cannot go any higher- intellectually. He’s a good heart Andre-still a young man-its rare to get two birds like you two together-you dovetail together-you will keep one another safe…it’s a harsh world…` HWP Colchester Castle-

Go & see where he is living.   I have been up.   A nice place young staff

all R.Cs.  He can’t work with this going on- what has come back from Paris…that is why he has FLED TO ENGLAND -Hamlet & all that- Child- Nice place-young RC staff-its up in Lancaster Gate Gardens by the Park…

The abode in Paris has a peculiar Doctor going in & out-generally disapproved of by the Medical World we have heard-without wanting to fall foul of the LIBEL laws people have opened up a lot on this…The Place is unhealthy for young boys who are not so as to speak born the right side of the blanket…

This Cat (Clara) the first one is older than him & should have known better about that Temple & Tomb robbing OUT EAST- she comes from a higher class-should have known better-not let him do it-  Wooley UR (Sir Leonard Woole y archaeologist)  forgave him after waving a gun about Paris…THAT OLD WINNCLEMANN is very highly thought of in Medical circles-they’d send a chauffeured car for him from London- he could have told us a lot that has been going on…he died about 2 years ago…” Harold Walter POULTER Deputy Curator Colchester & Essex Museums Dec 1953-

1947 onwards Mengele Doc Harrington is using cunningly some dopes on ANDRE MALRAUX-destroying his health- we learn this 1957 onwards- 1960/61 it was believed there was evidence- Doctor Harrington Mengele destroys the health of older men- that he took commissions-received payments-  It is said February 1992 by PJPW & others at last privately investigating Mengele Harrington  `& he is responsible for killing your father- he was not to go to hospital but for a check-up with his Surgeon-madness was allowed to go on-nobody able to challenge Mengele because of his high noble connections-his social life in this country & abroad with noble figures…Nothing can be done-it has all been cleverly covered up…Graham Greene has died-I am sorry…

/reports/archives/Colne Engaine/Poulter himself/Rex Hull Colchester Museums/others )

1937 SUMMER JO had gone to London to research- see a friend- see a big fashionable shop or two have some peace…I took ANDRE George or Andrew to Soccer-football that is- on our little Clacton pitch by the Gas-o-meter..& we went to the Cinema the great big CENTURY opposite the Grey-Green coaches bus depo. This is in depth ahead in this BOOK of SUMMER 1937 to both of them from Greetah Frobisher Weddell RANSOM. JO can make lovely hats from newspapers & other things-we are glad of them on the beach-  She can make fans & handbags wallets-so many things a homestead/ heimat needs…

I tell ANDRE-George “Daddy has had to go to finish some work-

Harry said he may be back soon- Daddy says ‘remember 7 words

after I leave’ ‘I love you-I young Fred Ransom’ The eldest in the family is always Fred-then John-its been so since the 12^th century - they all have numbers-sailing down the centuries & the seas-Sometimes Lennie draws them for me in a Procession-  We dug up the graves at Montrose last year-the Lady Japan & her daughter who stayed home for she was fragile & writes she loves life at home & sailing off with her parents to sunny shores-& the very clever girl who never grew-so her father fearing she would not get a husband educated her very highly…

Lennie says` Well-they are MISTY when we get back to Old Silver Goblet 7the century-they may have had to carry an Axe to defend themselves from monsters of the deep-as we should-  Aunt Mag thinks it’s a Chalice with its big R on the side-

Yes it may have become so-but Lennie & I think he drank his good Ale in it when it was new & he was of two faiths…well preferring to be a Christian of course because the Church was nice & solid & warm in winter & at Christmas-but liking to drink a toast on Valhalla day too-& another quaff on Woden’s Day the day of fighting-if you have to- & that is Wednesday George-ANDRE if you are wondering…’ LIR & GR-

1937 SUMMER- I trot or skip beside Saint George ANDRE & by the end of week two he says ` we are friends- good friends & will always be able to write letters to one another- letters from one friend to another . You here at the seaside growing up & I do not know where I shall be-I Andre Malraux `

1976 November- ANDRE MALRAUX dead at just age 75 years & never to see another CHRISTMAS or SUMMER - his health harmed by Mengele Harrington a filthy insane insect-paedophile-criminal-sadistic murderer- to get himself a Peerage we begin to here 1958...

Dr Len Immanuel RANSOM says  ‘I would like to put Mengele Harrington in a metal chair & lower him into a furnace

calling to him he is GOING TO HELL -he has killed my wife my daughter my brothers our sons-  When he came out of the Prison & the Asylum before 1938 it was found he had been with a Witch Cult of Saint Michael in France on the Continent- He may have begun his role of extreme evil they felt 1930s ‘acting Saint Michael Falling & Saint Michael Fallen-he has been encouraged by them !

He has harmed ANDRE’s health & a number of other men by getting in their kitchens their bathrooms & even syringing poisons into things mixing in powders as he was doing to you & Andre at Lancaster Gate Square- in that holy Catholic house…I came in to try & help-nobody KNEW THAT ANDRE HAD NEVER GOT THE WILL !

`It was like a brush-off for us-my brother your father attacked after the meeting October 1957-ANDRE coming to call at last-all those years no post-no telephone calls…Ivy could only protect her brothers-JIM was always about waving a halter at her after dark in the street…she’d been raised away from the family to get her an advanced education-then you called March 1962...SHE KNEW YOU DID NOT KNOW~ at last we got to de Gaulle & Malraux (1962 March)…but the monsters had got the upper hand…destroyed the death pits-poured acid in-depth charged off shores…yet still our children are found…shaft sunk for a new building ! A net full of children offshore here-there…..

We- (RANSOM family lines) & Andre-some advice from his General- set about securing what was left of the vast philanthropy that these Crows-scavengers- had eaten into-their foul mouths were everywhere-ANDRE & his General were going to write about it- they had begun-after the retirement-  We were all helping-my latest book is out-hidden-we only hope it survives now two of my brothers are dead-its murder…John went up to Montrose our Farm only to pass over the doorstep-then he was due back USA a job with the State-Senate work…

Dr LEN I. RANSOM  is Greetah’s heir- & co-heir- in this the globe’s biggest Estate 19^th/20^th century- All RANSOMS are heirs after us-ANDRE MALRAUX the chosen Guardian-he has accepted again -

LIR “My brother FJR- who never recovered when he returned to Europe & knew where to find the GROTE CHILDREN…in France too-the sight of them in the death pits-what Alfred (Rear Admiral A.C. Ransom) & the Navy comrades found out about those dumped at sea & were going to tell ANDRE-that is what the meeting was about December 1946...but ANDRE was sent away…your father never recovered- he was told I would be dumped a corpse on his doorstep or sent by parcel-  These threats to keep me from GROTE (New York off Wall Street) who were desperate THAT I TAKE UP TRANSPORT as they had educated me to do-since a child (at 12 years he began) -  Everybody was waiting for direction- then LINDSAY (to be Earl 15) calling me Cousin Len announced that Angela & his father insisted he take my role- he was sent into Canada by his father  (Earl no. 14)  & this woman who began it ordering the GROTE HOMES emptied 1938 when she stole the Will -my Cousin Lindsay wrecked it all-& went as mad as them & his father & JIM Mr Pong-they  protected by a Class who had stolen our Post since you were born…Margarethe’s father started the first railway in Canada with friends-that little railway- (1830s)  We had always investment in everything there-then LINDSAY got it changed to their names !

Angela gave it to them !  So they paid her bills !  They got hold of our airline-Turkey…Nobody was getting any POST/mail- I feel ill with it all-my son-my children-murdered by them-as Ivy‘s son…”

We were always told General de Gaulle told ANDRE what to do over the Guardianship…These messages-telegrams-written sometimes were false- Fraud- as began to happen to Malone & colleagues 1960 when they were told Malraux & de Gaulle were `considering` the Will-the 3 Wills…I feel ill with it all-my son 12 years…my daughter-my wife…All the Weddell families missing in South America-I have spoken with the man who saved our lives Rio- he found he had been watching them disappear…

I had to flee 1957 from the house-Jimmie came to know it had been me under another name  (1957 autumn 50 Lancaster Gate Square)

Mengele Harrington-theft-doping people-killing by harming the health of so many good people who knew what was happening- I do not accept all of them could not stop this criminal behaviour after reading the Raffles books !

1960 -We found Mengele Harrington was harming many people for money-a lot of money came to him-   He received invitations to join in the play of evil men & women-  Sadistic violence & madness  of Great Britain & Scandinavia- spreading around the globe because they had been told to help themselves after the killing of Aunt Margarethe-  I must go & pray at my parents graves-Mengele is seeking them to tear them up & burn their bodies-he is insane about DNA proving identity & is removing bones …..& putting other bodies in place- ’

FCR in Argentina- JEAN in a family tomb New York State of people who knew Tiggy & Mag & Minerva - 

The grand-daughter of James Weddell- age 52 years, ballerina Greta’s grandmother- in the coffin in her dress of purple & lavender with velvet scarlet flowers in her hair-mother of Frederick Ivy John & Lennie- still dancing- called The Firebird in her homelands South America…

Poisoned-murdered by three of them- 1938 end of summer as she left our little Old Road house Clacton-on-sea to go back to Grandpa Frederick Charles at Deptford ‘Jerusalem’  & they were to go immediately off to France-Spain- to New York & the Argentine- She has relatives in many nations.  My grandparents were to stay with relatives & visit our GROTE HOMES where they are visitors since their marriage 1909- are known & cherished by the children as their own family- Still dancing she was-we had to bury her-I had seen her do her 2 hours ballet workout every day that summer-

Later investigation after 2^nd World War/ report -

1937 November Unity’s mother would have been killed-

1. If she had known it was the Guardianship to the Estate

& not just Guardian to Greetah accepted by ANDRE MALRAUX

2. she was used - PERSON TO BE INVESTIGATED

by British Government & Crown THUGS/Mr Pong et al

Services paid from British Crown Office & the poor…

3. - lead them to  ANDRE MALRAUX-To kill him

4. -They began to cash big cheques on

Grote Ransom Estate- forging his name-France & offshore-

5. RANSOM- MALRAUX post/mail stolen- G.B.Gov.

Our families are waiting for a formal reply from ANDRE or

to GROTE BROKERS NEW YORK USA-

6. ANDRE has accepted in  letter to Mary Gordon  Guardianship of Greta/ letter from Margarethe Ransom Grote- October 1937-

7. Aunt Mag murdered May 15 1938 by Jim Jong-takes Greta Ransom doped up with Teresa…O’Neills taken by surprise early morning Ayrshire…(many accounts-including 8 years old O’Neill boy with red gold hair & freckles-probably murdered by them after he opens a pig farm on Southend green fields-goes to Australia-disappears-Margarethe gave him a Grant for when he is 18 years-he loved piggies & he talked about them that morning day of her birthday…JONG slit a vein behind her ear-doped her first-tried say Greta did it with hair ornament-he got challenged-got offshore-

8.       JIM Mr Jong Mr PONG -Did this killing again to a woman called `Angela’s aunt` 1938/39 when she cries out `HOW CAN YOU DESTROY Tommy Grote’s HOMES…` London-2 reports with paperwork 1960 to ANDRE MALRAUX Detectives Colleagues-)

9.        1938 It was all horrific-LEN & I the figureheads & thank goodness we have been in training since we were born-they try kill us  !

10. A big girl nearly 13 years 1938 calls out at me at a tea-party Scarlet Town `You need not think you are having it you Ape`…She needed a slap & putting in a Grote Homes for education-she is learning her mother & her men their GREED-  She is getting a bad education- `Owls calling in the dark-up to a lark…cads up there…`

11. Report a widow 1981 Berks/Oxon-reports from those present) Her husband taught her 1930s to recognise quality in people -his business was often abroad- he says `they are cads at the top-they would tumble me-they are broke…& calling Mrs Grote an old Eskimo & hoping to gorge on her Estate…they have got a hold on it by taking passports off the heirs…dirty talk is going about about the families who are famous AT SEA all over the world…`In this world his negotiations often descended into a world not quite of Mafia but  verging on gangsters perhaps…difficult…I felt it was because it hit the very poor…but they were always kind & smiling especially in New York…We met the Ransom family-some Weddell too…round the world…they were quality-I was young & the world new-I an heiress-

My husband guided me-we valued our country home…I have been telling Len about his parents…his father (FCR) so jolly so serious too…she a holy woman (JWR) & dour at first you felt-then I saw her dance…on tip toe she stood-she had children-& danced Giselle…she was JAMES WEDDELL’s grand-daughter…but they’d suffered down there…Her mother was a holy woman too…both aesthetes (Olivea Minerva Hesketh Mrs James Weddell II)…THEN YOU HEARD HER MOTHER HIT THE KEYS IN NEW YORK…she had written all these songs…& some hymns too…I was learning who the good people are…people should be serious & jolly…doing useful things…I hope my children keep our country home…I don’t want to think what might happen when I am with my husband…dead…in Heaven I hope…` Tapes LIR-a humanist delicate but tough woman…clutched at by circles who do not have her aesthetics…She is R.C- Little Pete RGPW likes her very much- “she comes from another age Mother Greta…she knew all our grandparents  & the families~

BELOW- 3 Orders to KILL ANDRE MALRAUX-

12. ORDERS from British Government & Crown & Nobles-

to find & KILL the Guardian ANDRE MALRAUX to Grote Ransom   Estate Grote Homes & Guardian to the heirs Len & Greetha

13. 1937/38 XMAS -Post/mail stolen-orders find KILL MALRAUX

14. 1944 End of October “THE BRITISH CONSUL FRANCE  sent 2 gunmen with Orders to shoot Malraux & this woman-she Josette from New York had an enquiry about Jacopsholmen Island Greenland & imprisonment of De Salle Family of Paris there-thrown out of the great warm RANSOM HOME…by British Gov. & Crown…

MALRAUX in envelopes addressed to him had been sent Papers from New York Grote Brokers”

15.    Reports/1960-Colne Engaine/Detectives, Colleagues/ AMx.

16. Concerning 1957 December/Report given July 1969

MI5 British Intelligence- to Peter J.P. Whitehead & wife GR.W.

“ANDRE & Greta-an assassination planned-to go off a cliff in a car-we stopped it working half the night- We’d know on the Monday!    Murder is not in our Terms of Employment-but nobody knows what‘s out there- Ex-Army/Navy/gaseous groups floating about between us & `6` (MI6)….It was not them-matter of green-eyed women-dough…could have left them alone…`

1938 With ANDRE MALRAUX of France The GUARDIAN-

THE HONOUR IS SHARED WITH AMERICA- the care of

Grote-Ransom-the greatest Estate in the world-Seashores Reserves transport Welfare-health-Research-Arts-technology-science/air-land-sea/ Nations A to Z-the globe -

1938 Lennie & I Greetha knowing more than the Family wanted us to know about Aunt Margarethe girl of the Snows her killing-

WE FLEW UP HOME-Nord Pole-June 1938-West GREENLAND -  FOR A BEER…

& to take Aunt Mag’s spirit back to our Island HOME Jacopsholmen Island off Xristenshab where EVIL CROWNS- NOBLES have stopped us building the University to POUL genius polymath Catechist- POUL GRONLANDER Len’s great-great-great-grandpa ….We had a mature PILOT in charge in a bigger plane & various HUMANISTS helped us flee-including Ireland --not one of our Pilots for we’d not put them at risk from GROSS Britain maniacal GREED-this Old FLYER had been in Aviation since 1910- /records/archives/photos/Lennie made me a hammock in the cabin this time-no 1935 October seaplanes & slatted seats & grownups taking my eiderdown ! WE SAID WE WERE GOING UP TO THE LIGHT-did not mention the BEER- TO SOME FOLK- we are underage…

1938 summer-JEAN had come to protect her son FJR & Greetha GFWR her grand-daughter -Jean’s eldest son is young Fred Ransom- That summer we found happiness & spoke with Philip Silverlee of the Argentine on the Sea Front- I said to Jean ballerina `he plays music called the Cathedral Under the Sea when he goes to tea at Crail- before Grandpa died March 1937`

I cannot find in the years ahead with ANDRE reminders of Annie Agnes Artist my great-aunt & JEAN my Ransom grandmother talking-but perhaps me the 5 years old is asleep…

1945 Annie Catholic Artist was ANDRE MALRAUX’s soul-mate in some religious & philosophical matters from the time of the Sea Mist Supper- June 1945 (records) - She & Bessie her sister had much Paperwork (17 April 1947 given to him at the Wedding of Grace) from visits to Aunt Margarethe at the Shetlands Lurwick & Ayrshire the O’Neills- a safe house with friends of her parents & older Ransom family- & Margarethe-girl-of-the-snows (removed from Greta’s memory Wartime) gave them the key to the Welsh cottage-They should use it when they wanted-  & please take her girlish autobiography written on Jacopsholmen Island the family Home & keep it for Greetah & the  man she marries-this is 1934-Margrethe at 15 writes of `..as I lie in bed I imagine Greenland awakening..I hear the tramp of happy feet…we will have another bigger Theatre & the Island will have the University arise…` (Dr John RAY reads extracts 1960-in these Books of pure people)

1937/38 ANDRE MALRAUX & JO have all POST/mail we-OUR LAWERS-Brokers-administrators-Trustees send stolen by British Government & Crown -meaning their penniless assorted THUGS the Aristocracy at the top of a non-united Kingdom… !  So that THE BRITISH NOBLES GET THEIR SNOUTS INTO not only XMAS 1933 RANSOM Post for Greta Ransom sent to my father FJR- having it stolen by Angela & her men for Earls of Lindsaybuggarhs-VAGRANTS-sadistic thieves of moneys-properties-especially overseas-  Its all delivered to Whitehall- & brought by 3 grey suited males who place them on trestle tables at the back of Buckingham Palace- On Greta‘s birthdays & at Xmas the parcels are torn open & offerings from GROTE HOMES children spured trodden underfoot-THE BEST THINGS LAID ASIDE- RACISM RULES…Opened by Earls of Lindsaybuggarhs & Crawford-Angela’s her penniless parents & in-laws…various other hogs CROWS from Scandinavia who see they can make money-EVEN TAKE THE LOT- kill-lock up these APES & ESKIMOS…the DOPES the BOOZE flowed & 1930s the worst of the 1920s Roaringly went on-

The excuse this flashing-trash have is `old Eskimos cannot make wills-not for Eskimos & apes to inherit…

Reference our ancestry RANSOM BRIDES 2,000 years Jutland via East Coast Britain-Dunwich- Aurora `with eyes the colour of the dawn ` daughter of Castile Town Councillor  pure Berberian- 1400 Asia-Japan-1500s South & North America-both Poles of course-sometimes a bride of Ireland or Gross Britain & a Marmalade factory girl Dundee carries our line on from 1790s…RACISM HAS THESE NOBLE PENNILESS VAGRANTS SCAVENGERS CROWS OF GROSS BRITAIN & SCANDINAVIA SLAY-THIEVE-USE SADISTIC LIES & VIOLENCE into the 1990s-destroy- all records of RANSOM Weddell Gronlander San Julian-back to 3 brides of RANSOM Palestine shores-11-13^th centuries (Roxanna-Hebithyiaea-`Goldi-locks` niece of an Arab scholar-Trader) Information restored-they again SAIL DOWN THE AGES- Suffolk Ransom branch are 2^nd cousins 12^th century- Greetha Frobisher Weddell RANSOM stayed with them 1936...then they hid me in the Old Peoples Home-JIM & LINDSAYBUGGARHS began stealing flowers-milk-cars-breaking the windows-& 1932 hearing of the Ransom-Gordon marriage smashed up the monument in the church-ref. HWP Colchester Museums 1952...)

1937-1938 Andre & Josette have to hide from Clara-mad again on heroin waving a gun & other irrational behaviour dope-users have-  there is also bad feeling over those who have fought in Spain for Freedom- some Noble classes-

1937 SUMMER- Andre & Greetha have instructions to meet JO in at the Clacton Railway station from the arriving about 6.30pm the train from London-  She has gone to understand matters about the Town for her writings.  She may bring something nice back-& something for ‘Foul Winter doth come’

Andre put JO on the mid-morning train.  Unity’s mother has gone out to see to this & that- household-sheets have to go to the laundry & she will call at the Convalescent Home & have an afternoon with her father & the others there as we are happy to go wandering while JO has peace from our terrible energy & STARS talk…We cannot get lost for everyone knows from Harry we are `hitting it off`…   We make a light early luncheon from the cupboard & the little vegetable garden then pack things on the push-chair- a lighter load- We will go down to the sea but not too far as our sometimes wanderings into the countryside when we turn down by the marsh-lights pond at

Holland-on-sea Cliffs.   Towels swim suits bottles filled with water umbrella warm woolly jumpers in case…We went to the Old Road house for something & I told him we could buy toffee once a week-that was the rule. We went in the little shop in the Old Road & bought a whole slab of toffee from the JAR-it cost near 2 shillings I insisted paying from my little white purse on a strap across my chest-I think he tried pay half & may have been dominant- I was already pondering it might be sinful to have a whole slab-felt I WAS LEADING HIM ON in SIN- However an ethical problem now arose- it would be noth kindly to now change the order for the shopkeeper man who was helping his wife- he had a fulltime job…& he had got it out of the jar & was surprised perhaps at such a sale-his face at first uncertain as he looked at us-then with a glow-he was making money for his wife‘s shop-We received it in a paper bag !         We turned up the sloping road by the Quaker enclave & went through the alley beside the allotments-over the Welsley road to the Railway Station then down the road before Annie & Bessie’s Granville Road- no 10 `Stella Maris` the house where he will find strength-sane purpose of life summer 1945. We miss the centre town & arrive by the Walpole Towers & so to the Seafront- Finding the beaches not full of holidaymakers it may be a Friday or a Saturday & they depart & the new arrivals are not here

We did not need to go so far as Jo’s Holland beach. We sat in the waves to eat the toffee breaking it was difficult-we were very sticky.  After an hour of talking & sucking we were surprised how sticky we were.   It was delicious. At 5 o’clock we felt sick! Home quickly to clean up but feeling unwell. It was in our hair.

George-Andre- hee panic thus  -& wondered if there was a clean shirt at home !  Some we wash-some go to the Clacton Laundry-  It had a verandah chalet house with strange tall pink-mauve flowers that

Lennie says ‘have come in with Overseas Trade-seeds caught in packing’

Not sure of clean shirt !   So Andre-George washed himself in the sea wearing the shirt at first- then took it off- scrubbed it better & put it on again to dry on the way home.   We made a cup of tea at home after we had got ourselves un-sticky washing everywhere-  We felt a bit better.   There was a clean shirt!

We will not do it again this holiday. Half a bar or less was best.   At the Railway we were on time.   JO tall & beautiful in her clothes like Esther came down the platform swinging a tiny shiny shop bag on a cord on one finger- she looked happy & pleased with us-

A present for ANDRE- a tie- or a scarf-  I am not sure this time.

We did not tell her JO- of our toffee eating. We were not too hungry for supper but say`th nought-  Perhaps we were cured of very sweet things-  He will make reference to these small matters in the decades ahead- he the Widower & then bridegroom of the 1947 Wedding of Grace-a wedding as he explains to the families

“ as my mother- my grandmother & aunt would have wished me make- A CATHOLIC WEDDING- to last for a lifetime-

our sons to have the life I wished to give them-  ”

1960 & 1970- ‘Do you remember-when we were young so young we did not feel embarrassment at the young things we did-that holiday ’